ANOTHER POLITELY WORDED LEGAL WARNING TO THE TAXPAYERS OF AUSTIN, THE TAXPAYERS OF TRAVIS COUNTY, THE TAXPAYERS OF WILLIAMSON COUNTY, AND THE TAXPAYERS OF THE STATE GOVERNMENT OF TEXAS:

The City Government of Austin, the County of Travis, the County of Williamson, and the State Government of Texas do indeed incur a massive legal liability if there is ever any factual evidence at any time that the City of Austin, the County of Travis, the County of Williamson, or the State of Texas has or have either sponsored or permitted or financed or authorized any person or group of persons to allegedly violate my own privacy rights in a context failing to acknowledge to myself and others that 99 percent or more of the male adult persons and adult female persons most appropriate as prospective or actual off-duty personal friends of mine and prospective or actual co-religionists of mine are, in fact, heterosexual in sexual identity per se.

Among the many reasons why this is very apparent to me are the following:

--I am NOT a current or former drug addict.

--I have NEVER participated  in any act of anonymous sex on any occasion or at any time in the entire 21st Century period of my life.

--I DO NOT have any criminal-conviction record.

--I AM NOT a member of the criminal element in Austin.

--I support law-enforcement, and over a multi-decade period I personally have made dozens of phone calls to the Austin Police Department and to Austin-Travis County EMS services in which I filed a tentative concern that a cited individual other than myself appeared to be possibly unsafe or a possible or potential victim of crime or in possible need of non-psychiatric medical assistance in Austin, or that I had directly observed an individual I regarded as possibly suspicious who might possibly have committed a crime victimizing someone other than myself, or who might possibly be on the verge of committing a crime victimizing someone other than myself.

--I myself DO NOT have any tattoo emblazoned anywhere on any portion of my entire body.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER ON ANY occasion ever at once asked for or paid for the emblazoning of ANY tattoo anywhere on my own body.

--In my entire life, I have spent ZERO DOLLARS of my own money inside any tattoo parlor or any massage parlor or any house of prostitution.

--In my entire life, I have spent ZERO dollars of my own money to any "escort service", much less to one that has been linked to any alleged paid sexual activities of any type.

--I DO NOT patronize any nightclubs or pick-up bars as a paying guest.

---In my entire life, I have never at any time or on any occasion ever stated to anyone that "you need to get laid" or that "you should go to a pick-up bar or nightclub and have sex with a complete stranger whom you pick up from that bar or nightclub."

--In my entire life, I have never knowingly attended any party or social event that was identified to me at the time or in advance of that event as a "sex orgy".

--I HAVE NOT consumed any drinking alcohol on any occasion since the late summer of 1990.

--In my entire life, I HAVE NEVER on any occasion ever once hosted any party in which I myself ever observed any evidence that any of the persons present at that party were allegedly consuming marijuana or any other illicit drug at that party.

--I HAVE NOT consumed any quantity of marijuana on any occasion since the late fall of 1984.

--I myself have NEVER knowingly been a personal friend of someone whom I knew at that time was an alleged drug dealer.

--I HAVE NEVER on any occasion in my entire life ever once consumed any quantity of marijuana in any context in which I myself possessed that marijuana or had myself purchased that marijuana.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER ON ANY OCCASION ever at any time ever once owned any "bong" or any other marijuana-related item, such as "rolling papers".

--In my entire life, I have NEVER AT ANY TIME ever once hosted any party in which I myself as the party host offered any quantity or marijuana---or any other illicit drug, for that matter---to ANY of the invited party guests.


--In my ENTIRE LIFE, I have NEVER AT ANY TIME ever once consumed any illicit drug other than marijuana on ANY occasion.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER AT ANY TIME ever on any occasion ever once visited ANY house of prostitution anywhere in the entire world.

---In my entire life as an adult resident of Texas, Florida, and Massachusetts, in particular, I have NEVER AT ANY TIME EVER ON ANY OCCASION ever once in any of those four states made any payment of money to any so-called "bathhouse" where sex between strangers occurs inside a public place in that state.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER ON ANY OCCASION ever once had sex inside a public place, such as a commercially-operated "bathhouse".

---I DO NOT have any ties of any type to any organized crime group anywhere in the world.

--The "Honor Society" and non-Christian, non-Judaistic new religion I have myself established has eligibility criteria that are very stringent in nature, and do reflect my own values as a human being and religionist.

--I do NOT wear any mustache or goatee or beard on my face, and I am facially clean-shaven.

--I DO NOT wear any jewelry on my body.

--I DO NOT support or endorse sex-change operations involving castration, or the surgical removal of a penis from a male body.

--I DO NOT consume any drinking alcohol, and I am NOT a recovering alcoholic.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER on any occasion ever once consumed any tobacco product.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER purchased a pack of tobacco cigarettes for anyone.


--In my entire life, I have NEVER been accused by any non-anonymous person of myself having allegedly committed any act of pederasty (and the only anonymous allegation was a flagrantly false "anonymous tip" that an apparent resident of Stanton, Texas, in 1989 or early 1990 reportedly called in to my male news-editor work supervisor (Steve Ray) at his and my "Big Spring Herald" daily newspaper office in Big Spring, Texas, in which the caller alleged that I as a full-time regional reporter for the "Big Spring Herald" allegedly "had sex" with a teenage male member of the Stanton High School public school's varsity tennis team earlier that day inside a Dairy Queen chain restaurant in Stanton, with the alleged "sex" having allegedly occurred in the middle of my pre-scheduled afternoon interview with that teenage gentleman about his involvement with that public school's varsity tennis team. The sole intent of the interview with that Hispanic high school student was to obtain information and quotes I could use in a planned feature story highlighting his role as a varsity tennis team member for Stanton High School. I politely informed my work supervisor, Mr. Ray, inside his "Herald" newsroom office that that "anonymous tip" was flagrantly false, and, of course, no charges were ever filed against me. I had had ZERO physical contact of any type with the Hispanic male youth in question, and the polite interview I conducted with him referred throughout to his pursuit of tennis for a public school in Stanton, Texas.)

--In my entire life, I have NEVER AT ANY TIME been accused by anyone of having allegedly committed or been guilty of intergenerational exploitation of any person significantly younger than myself in age.

--I have NEVER physically beaten or physically whipped any person on any occasion during my adulthood.

--I have NEVER AT ANY TIME permitted anyone to physically whip or physically beat myself on any occasion during my adulthood.

--In my entire life, I have NEVER ON ANY OCCASION ever at any time infected any other person with any sexually transmitted disease.

--I am very devoted to helping or befriending children and biological parents as well as step-parents in a respectful manner through my own life.

--I DO NOT verbalize any profanity in my everyday speech with others.

--I myself NEVER verbalize the infamous "f" word, with the sole exception being when I am quoting another person as having verbalized that word in a context that I regarded as improper on their part.

--I excel at strictly-platonic and appreciative involvements with anyone who is actually attractive to me.

--I DO NOT participate in anonymous communications violating the privacy rights of anyone.

---I DO NOT participate in or in any way condone any thought-control project currently occurring anywhere in Austin, Texas, or anywhere else.

--I DO NOT object in any way to lawfully worded non-anonymous criticism of any and all "subcultures" or "communities" of Austin, of Travis County, or of Texas, the Freedom of Speech and Freedom of Religion traditions being very crucial in true democracy.

--I myself have NEVER at any time stated to anyone that I sought to "punish" or "harm" or "retaliate against" any person in retaliation for his or her having verbalized criticism of or a prevailingly critical vantage point toward any particular subculture or "community".

--I myself have NEVER at any time stated to anyone that I "seek to hound" or "seek to railroad" a cited individual out of town.

--I DO oppose censorship of non-anonymous communications that are civilly and lawfully worded.

--I AM very devoted to upholding a principled approach to human rights issues---the human right to enjoy full freedom from medically injurious continuous noise pollution, for instance.

--I am a law-abiding member of the HIV-negative and STD-free community of Austin, the County of Travis, and the State of Texas, with heterosexual adult men, in particular, accounting for at least 99 percent of all Austin men, all Travis County men, and all Texan men who also have that very important shared human-identity trait.

to be continued

APD SERGEANT LANCE WHITE ON MAY 5, 2014, ACKNOWLEDGES IN WRITING THAT APD OFFICER ADAM BEST 'SUGGESTED TO YOU (COMPLAINANT JOHN KEVIN McMILLAN OF NORTHWEST AUSTIN) THAT "YOU NEED TO STOP CALLING FOR THIS (ALLEGED ANAL-RAPE-CRIMES AND ALLEGED PERSONAL-INJURY-CRIMES ALLEGEDLY INFLICTED ON YOU DURING YOUR SLEEP WHILE YOU WERE HELD UNCONSCIOUS INSIDE YOUR LOCKED ROOM OF YOUR LOCKED RENTAL APARTMENT) EVENT'

"White, Lance"
To
'John McMillan'
CC
Suitt, Keith Baker, Donald
05/05/14 at 11:27 AM
Subject: RE: 5-1-14 follow-up question for APD Sgt. Lance White (AP3667)

Mr. McMillan,
I have reviewed the report and the audio/video recording of the incident under case number 14-0200747. Officer Best clearly states that “I am not forbidding you from calling.” Officer Best suggested to you that “you need to stop calling for this event,” however, “if you have locked your door and it is broken in the morning, or there is some amount of evidence that furthers something then yes you need to call us..."

I find no evidence that Officer Best has prohibited you from calling 911.

A LEGAL WARNING TO THE TAXPAYERS OF AUSTIN, THE TAXPAYERS OF TRAVIS COUNTY, TEXAS, THE TAXPAYERS OF WILLIAMSON COUNTY, TEXAS, AND THE TAXPAYERS OF THE STATE GOVERNMENT OF TEXAS:

Very alarming legal liability for numerous respective government agencies and government-owned institutions or government-sponsored institutions operating in Travis County and Williamson County can in fact occur when any of those entities fail to fully acknowledge:

--my own legal right to have no involvement of my own in ANY "thought-control" project of any type. I am very opposed to thought-control projects.

--my own legal right to enjoy full and year-round freedom from continuous anonymous communications that I myself very definitely DO NOT want to be subjected to at any time during my own off-duty hours or leisuretime.

--my own legal right to myself enjoy the best possible medical health and the best possible creatively vital and fully ambulatory longevity and lifespan.

--my own legal right to EXCLUDE medically injurious continuous noise pollution from my own life during my off-duty hours or leisuretime.

--my own legal right to myself sleep ALONE on my own bed inside my locked apartment unit, without any person or any creature having any physical contact with me of any type or seeking to deliberately and willfully inflict any medical harm or any medical injury to me during my sleep.

---my own legal right to myself lead a fully and permanently celibate lifestyle on a 24-hour-a-day and year-round basis, in Austin, Texas, a lifestyle in which there is ZERO sexual contact and ZERO intimate physical contact between myself and any other human being, or between myself and any animal, for that matter.

--my own legal right as a law-abiding member of the HIV-negative and STD-free community in Austin to myself associate in full, exclusively in cases of mutual-consent during my leisuretime or off-duty hours, with other law-abiding members of the HIV-negative community and STD-free community in Austin, with heterosexual men and heterosexual women comprising an estimated 99 percent or more of all of the law-abiding HIV-negative, STD-free residents of Austin.

---my own legal right to myself REFUSE to associate in my own leisuretime or off-duty yours with anyone who consumes or sells or possesses any quantity of cocaine or heroin.

---my own legal right to myself pursue and practice a new and non-Christian religion of my own, the fully-independent and one-total-member (myself only) "Honor Society" implicitly-deistic Progressive Prohibitionist Religion, that is completely illicit-drug-free, drinking-alcohol-free, tobacco-free, and tattoo-less, and in regard to which 99 percent or more of the adult persons most appropriate as prospective new members of my own non-proselytizing religion are, in fact, heterosexual in sexual identity per se.

---my own legal right to enjoy full and year-round freedom from members of the criminal element during my leisuretime.

--my own legal right to myself enjoy full and year-round freedom from any and all home-invasion crimes that might ever at any time victimize myself inside my locked rental apartment unit in Austin.

---my own legal right to myself NOT be affiliated with any organization or entity failing to acknowledge that 99 percent or more of the adult men and adult women most appropriate as prospective or actual strictly-mutual-consent personal friends of mine are, in fact, heterosexual in sexual identity per se.

--that I myself am psychologically healthy, law-abiding, honest, factually accurate, law-enforcement-minded, vigilant, and benevolent.

--that I myself am very respectful and polite and friendly toward a wide variety of children and high school students, and that I very emphatically AM NOT a pederast.

---that I myself am entitled to factual legal information that clearly and unambiguously identifies each of the persons, regardless of where they are currently situated, who allegedly have subjected me against my wishes to verbalized or written communications they themselves generated that allegedly slandered or libeled myself in Austin, Texas, USA.

--that I am entitled to full and immediate and year-round access to fully reliable news and information services at all times, including inside this state capital city of Austin in Texas.

CONGRESSMAN MICHAEL McCAUL, CHAIRMAN OF THE U.S. HOUSE HOMELAND SECURITY COMMITTEE AND A RESIDENT OF THE AUSTIN SUBURB OF WESTLAKE HILLS, TEXAS, ON OCTOBER 13, 2017, POLITELY ACCEPTS AN ON-LINE QUESTION FROM A GAINFULLY EMPLOYED AND LAW-ABIDING SINGLE ADULT WHITE MALE CONSTITUENT OF HIS AND AMERICAN CITIZEN RESIDING IN AUSTIN, TEXAS---MYSELF, JOHN KEVIN McMILLAN

Name: Mr. John K McMillan

Address: Village Oaks Apartments, 10926 Jollyville Rd, Apt 1609, 

City/State/Zip: Austin, TX 78759

E-mail: mcmillanj@att.net

Telephone: 512-342-2295

Issue: HOM

Message Subject: contacting law enforcement agency on my behalf

Message Text:
Congressman McCaul, Is there any circumstance in which you would be willing to consider contacting a federal or state or local law-enforcement agency on my behalf as the cited victim, if you yourself ever sense or conclude that this particular honest and law-abiding and gainfully employed single-by-choice, longtime-celibate-by-choice, permanently-drinking-alcohol-free and always-sober white male constituent of yours---myself, John Kevin McMillan of northwest Austin---am currently being victimized by alleged organized criminal activities that possibly involve one or more citizens of, or illegal immigrants from, at least one foreign nation?

HOW TO TURN INTO A SOCIAL PARIAH OR OUTCAST, AND GET OSTRACIZED IN AUSTIN, TEXAS:

---Confess to an Austin resident that you have never consumed cocaine, and that you yourself are appalled by cocaine.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself would like to obtain a reliable estimate on the percentage of all Austin residents age 15 or older who are addicted to marijuana or any other illicit drug.

--State to an Austin resident that you believe that smokers in Austin who are employed should expect to have the total amount of time per workshift that they take on their own initiative for "mini-breaks", deducted from their total number of hours on the job for which they get paid by their employer.

--State to an Austin resident that you believe it is illegal for a person situated at a Capital Metro bus stop in Austin to be consuming beer outdoors on that public property.

--State to an Austin resident that you are appalled by the number of homeless persons in Austin who reportedly drink mouthwash as a way of getting "a buzz" or "getting drunk," when that mouthwash is poisonous and very harmful to their health.

--Confess to an Austin resident that you yourself are VERY uncomfortable with the so-called "High Five" handshake, and that the traditional English handshake is the ONLY type of handshake that you yourself agree to participate in.

--State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT believe it discriminates against younger persons or African-Americans or "hip" persons that you yourself insist on shaking hands with them, when and if that situation ever occurs, using the traditional English handshake.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself cannot feel comfortable about watching football games until such time as the injury rate for players in those games is reduced by at least 50 percent, and that you strongly disagree with President Trump's very irresponsible statement that professional football of today is not aggressive enough, in his opinion.

--State to an Austin resident your emphatic belief that anyone in Austin who consumes or purchases ANY QUANTITY OF ANY ILLICIT DRUG, does in fact by definition have ties to organized crime.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself never visit East Sixth Street in downtown Austin as a paying customer.

--State to an Austin resident that you are dismayed by the many cases of public intoxication and fist-fights that occur every week along East Sixth Street in downtown Austin.

--State to an Austin resident that you regard the pick-up bar scene along East Sixth Street in downtown Austin as a spawning ground for AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases, and for unwanted pregnancy.

--State to an Austin resident that you believe that customers inside pick-up bars and nightclubs, along with "bathhouses" where sex occurs inside those "bathhouses", should each be required to pay an AIDS surcharge sales tax in those establishments that help finance AIDS-prevention-education services in Austin public schools, including public universities.

--State to an Austin resident that you are disgusted by how many adult persons in this city refuse to wear any underwear, and insist on themselves "mooning" numerous persons each day, including minors, such as whenever the cited adult persons bend over at their workplace or other public place and reveal their naked behind to anyone having the unpleasant experience of glancing in their direction.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself almost exclusively verbalize the word "sex" in referring to diseases.

--Confess to an Austin resident that you yourself almost never refer to "sex" or "sexual identity" in your own everyday conversations with anyone.

--State to a female Austin resident that you want to know whether her most recent pregnancy was, in fact, a WANTED pregnancy for herself?

--State to a female Austin resident that you would like to know whether she has a personal lifestyle strategy designed to spare her from sustaining an unwanted pregnancy?

--State to a pregnant female Austin resident that you would like to know if she has ever at any time in her entire life ever on any occasion ever once sustained ANY pregnancy she actually wanted to have?

--State to a pregnant Austin woman that you want to know if she is philosophically opposed to herself ever getting pregnant in the context of her being married to the male person who impregnated her?

--State to a pregnant Austin woman that you want to know if she has ever in her entire life ever once experienced the joy of experiencing a pregnancy that she did, in fact, want to have and chose in advance to have?

--State to a pregnant woman or pregnant girl in Austin that you want to know if she is willing to tell you the name of the male person who impregnated her in a non-marital context?

--State to a pregnant woman in Austin that you would like to know if she considers herself to be the "lucky mother"?

--State to a pregnant woman in Austin that you would like to know what she likes the most or loves the most about the "lucky father"?

--State to an Austin resident that you are appalled by continuous anonymous communications, and that you yourself very emphatically refrain from participating in continuous anonymous communications.

--State to an Austin resident that since Austin is reportedly the "live music capital of the world", you want to know the lyrics of his own personal favorite song that was actually written by an Austin-based song-writer at any time in the most recent five-year period?

--Confess to an Austin resident that you have never attended a rock concert in Austin on any occasion in your entire life, and that you value your eardrums too much to ever get exposed to noise pollution of that type.

---State to an Austin resident that you yourself are VERY opposed to the use of continuous noise pollution in Austin as a political or religious "weapon" aimed at punishing or persecuting or harassing a disliked person and also aimed at making him or her "go deaf" and thereby incur a medical disability or become incapacitated.

--State to an Austin resident that you want anyone and everyone, regardless of which subcultures they themselves criticize in a non-anonymous manner, to enjoy the best possible medical health and creatively vital medical longevity or lifespan.

--State to an Austin resident that you are VERY opposed to brainwashing projects aimed at censoring a person for having political and religious and personal beliefs that are unpopular with a cited "community" or a cited "subculture" or a cited person or group of persons.

--Confess to an Austin resident that you do not wear or own any jewelry.

--State to an Austin resident that you do not regard it as "Fascism" or "Nazism" when you yourself report to the Austin Police Department factual evidence you have obtained of illicit drug activities in Austin.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself are very opposed to "railroading" out of town or harassing a person whose political and religious and personal beliefs are repugnant to yourself, and that you revere their Freedom of Speech-protected legal and Constitutional rights.

---State to an Austin resident that the percentage of single adult Anglo drug-addicts in Austin is so high that when they get married someday, you expect them to invite their drug dealer to serve as the "best man" at their wedding ceremony.

--State to an Austin resident that you regard graffiti on public property in Austin as criminal mischief for which the perpetrators should each be arrested and charged with a crime.

--Confess to an Austin resident that you yourself never verbalize profanity or obscenities in your everyday conversations.

--State to an Austin resident that you support the lifestyle practice of taking a shower or bath at least once per day.

--State to an Austin resident that you support the wearing of underarm deodorant by as many adult Austin residents as possible.

--State to an Austin resident that "getting high" is not a favorite mantra of yours.

--State to an Austin resident that you support blowing one's nose in a private or public restroom, rather than while remaining seated at a dining table.

---State to an Austin resident that you are dismayed by how many Austinites regard talking about each of the tattoos emblazoned on their own body as their idea of an interesting conversation topic.

--State to an Austin resident that you yourself do not have any tattoos to show them, since you have no tattoo anywhere on your own body.

--State to an Austin resident that you would like to see any and all tobacco products permanently removed from the shelves of all retail stores throughout Austin.

--Confess to an Austin resident that you are thoroughly repulsed by beards or mustaches or goatees on men, and that you regard facial hair as a public health issue, since facial hair can spread germs.

--State to an Austin resident that the failure of the Austin City Council to hire a permanent new city manager at any time in more than one year indicates to you that a lot of prospective first-rate applicants question the level of integrity and level of honesty of Austin and the local government here.

---State to an Austin resident that you believe that anyone who is HIV-positive should feel fully honorbound to lead a permanently celibate lifestyle in which he refrains from having any intimate physical contact of any type with other human beings.

---State to an Austin resident that you believe that anyone who infects another person with the HIV virus should face criminal charges in a court of law.

--State to an Austin resident that you recommend that anyone who is HIV-positive should consider purchasing a pet dog and hugging that pet dog whenever that HIV-positive person feels a need for physical contact.

---Confess to an Austin resident that you have not consumed any drinking alcohol on any occasion in many years.

 ---State to an Austin resident that you yourself are thoroughly disgusted by the many "hookah" business establishments currently operating in Austin.

---Confess to an Austin resident that you are thoroughly repulsed by tattoos on human bodies.

 ---State to an Austin resident that in the best of all possible worlds, you would love to see all of the dozens of tattoo parlors in Austin closed down permanently.

---Confess to an Austin resident that you are dismayed by nostril rings.

---Confess to an Austin resident that you believe that tongue rings are disgusting.

---State to an Austin resident that you frequently make 911 phone calls to the Austin Police Department in which you report to the police evidence you have obtained of alleged possible felony crimes or suspicious activities.

--State to an Austin resident that you are one Austin resident who WELCOMES any and all interviews or forensic DNA swabs anyplace on your own body or any lie-detector tests or any ongoing 24-hour-a-day electronic surveillance of your own bed inside your rental apartment unit that the Austin Police Department is ever willing to grant you in your self-identified status as a crime victim in Austin.

---State to an Austin resident that you are disgusted by how many Austin residents of today routinely verbalize the "f"-word in everyday conversation.

--State to an Austin resident that you hope that African-Americans in Austin will please refrain from using the "n" word in reference to other African-Americans .

---State to an Austin resident that you are a longtime celibate-by-choice, recently-certified-HIV-negative, single-by-choice gentleman who DOES NOT want to have any physical contact or any sexual-contact with ANYONE.

 ---State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT support legalization of marijuana.

--State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT support legalization of medical marijuana.

--State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT support sex-change operations involving surgical removal of the penis from a male person's body.

--State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT support any form of "weirdness" in Austin that involves illegal or flagrantly illegal conduct.

--State to an Austin resident that you oppose the sadomasochistic physical torture of any human being, such as by physically beating or physically whipping another human being, and that you would be very pleased if all of the self-identified S&M scene pick-up bars of Austin went out of business.

--State to an Austin resident that you are very opposed to the insertion of a human fist into the anus of a human being, and that the S&M community of Austin that pursues this "lifestyle" practice of "fist fornication" or "fist f-cking" (letter "u" omitted for the sake of propriety) is very offensive to you.

--State to an Austin resident  that you emphatically oppose pederasty, and you also strongly oppose intergenerational exploitation of adult persons by persons significantly older than themselves.

 --State to an Austin resident that you DO NOT HAVE any "client" relationship with any drug dealer, and that you most definitely hope that all ALL of the current drug dealers of Austin will get arrested and face criminal charges in a court of law.

 

REPUBLICAN CONGRESSMAN AND U.S. HOUSE HOMELAND SECURITY CHAIRMAN MICHAEL McCAUL OF WESTLAKE HILLS, TEXAS, HINTS IN AN OCTOBER 10, 2017, SIGNED OFFICIAL REPLY LETTER TO A GAINFULLY EMPLOYED, LAW-ABIDING AND LAW-ENFORCEMENT-MINDED, SINGLE ADULT WHITE MALE CONSTITUENT OF HIS (MYSELF, JOHN KEVIN McMILLAN OF AUSTIN) THAT REP. McCAUL MIGHT BE WILLING TO VOTE FOR IMPEACHMENT OF PRESIDENT DONALD TRUMP

Reply from Congressman Michael T. McCaul


Congressman Michael T. McCaul
To
mcmillanj@att.net

Today (Tuesday, October 10, 2017) at 5:12 p.m.

October 10, 2017

Dear Mr. McMillan:

Thank you for contacting me regarding impeaching President Donald J. Trump. I appreciate the benefit of having your views on this matter.

The United States Constitution grants Congress the power to impeach the president for acts of high crimes and misdemeanors. Since 1789, only two presidents have been impeached by Congress; Presidents Andrew Johnson in 1868 and Bill Clinton in 1998, but neither was removed from office. As history illustrates, the use of impeachment is rarely used and should be only after careful consideration and in extreme cases.

As you may know, on July 12, 2017, Rep. Brad Sherman (D-CA) filed an article of impeachment against President Donald J. Trump. Rep. Sherman claims that President Trump has obstructed justice by firing former FBI Director James Comey during the federal investigation into Russia meddling in the 2016 presidential election. To impeach the President of the United States, the full House of Representatives must have a majority vote on an article of impeachment. Afterwards, the Senate has the power to try the impeachment to remove the President from office and will need to two-thirds vote to convict the President of wrongdoing.

As a former federal prosecutor, I fully understand your concerns about executive power. Please rest assured, I will hold this Administration to the same standards as any other and I will not shy away from standing firm on principle. Should articles of impeachment come to the House floor for a vote, please know that I will keep your thoughts in mind.

Once again, thank you for contacting my office. Please feel free to visit my website www.mccaul.house.gov for more information on constituent services, legislative updates, my E-Newsletter, and the ongoing work in Congress. It continues to be a great honor to be allowed to represent you in the United States House of Representatives.


Sincerely,

Michael T. McCaul
Member of Congress

A SPECIAL 'THANK YOU' TO EACH OF THE FOLLOWING HONORABLE AND DISTINGUISHED ALUMNI OF STEPHEN F. AUSTIN HIGH SCHOOL (AUSTIN INDEPENDENT SCHOOL DISTRICT IN AUSTIN, TEXAS) WHO EACH VERY KINDLY AND COURAGEOUSLY WROTE AND SENT ME ONE OR MORE REPLY LETTERS OR REPLY NOTES IN THE PERIOD EVER SINCE THE SPRING OF 2011 IN RESPONSE TO A WRITTEN COMMUNICATION FROM MYSELF DURING THAT TIME PERIOD IN WHICH I HAD POLITELY COMPLAINED TO EACH OF THEM ABOUT MY HAVING BEEN VICTIMIZED BY ALLEGED CONTINUOUS-AND-CONTINUING-DAILY-AND-YEAR-ROUND-AND-MULTI-YEAR-THROUGH-THE-PRESENT PERSONAL-INJURY-CRIMES AND ALLEGED ANAL-RAPE CRIMES ------ CONTINUOUS AND CONTINUING FELONY CRIMES ALLEGEDLY BEING INFLICTED ON ME AGAINST MY WISHES BY ONE OR MORE PERSONS UNBEKNOWNST TO ME DURING PERIODS WHEN I MYSELF WAS OR AM LYING ALONE, ASLEEP AND UNCONSCIOUS AND PROBABLY ALSO SNORING, ON A BED I MYSELF OWN INSIDE MY LOCKED OR BOLT-LOCKED RENTAL APARTMENT UNIT IN NORTHWEST AUSTIN, TEXAS, USA:

---LOUIS BRATTON, a very honorable State Bar of Texas member private attorney and highly-acclaimed "Super Lawyer" in Austin, Texas, who often represents clients in personal-injury cases in which they are the cited plaintiff.


On Tue, 4/24/12, Louis Bratton wrote:
From: Louis Bratton 

Subject: RE: a follow-up question to Louis
To: "John McMillan"
Cc: andrea@brattonfirm.com

Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2012, 11:41 AM

John – the conservative legislature and judiciary has made cases of this nature almost impossible to prosecute – you would have to know who the perpetrator is to even begin – I don’t know an atty who handles these matter any more – you might try travis county lawyer referral service on the outside chance they could make a recommendation – sorry for all your troubles --louis 
___
On Mon, 4/23/12, Louis Bratton <louisbratton@brattonfirm.com> wrote:

From: Louis Bratton <louisbratton@brattonfirm.com>
Subject: RE: a follow-up question to Louis
To: "John McMillan" <mcmillanj@att.net>
Date: Monday, April 23, 2012, 3:26 PM

John – I don’t think this is a matter I can help with - louis
________________

---JENNIFER DECAMP, an official of the U.S. Government in Washington, D.C., who has considerable expertise at pursuing scientific research for the federal government.

On Wed, 5/30/12, DeCamp, Jennifer A. wrote:

From: DeCamp, Jennifer A.
Subject: RE: 5-11-12 appeal to District Attorney re: crime case
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Wednesday, May 30, 2012, 10:01 AM

John,

FBI handles interstate and national issues. Have you tried calling the local police department?

Jen

___________________

--Former classmate and highly-regarded social worker and counselor SONA SPEAR NAST of Austin.

Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Date: 12/29/16 at 12:35 PM
Subject: RE: 12-28-16 follow-up question for you

...If you are in fact being sexually abused by someone or have been sexually abused in the past that only speaks to that PERPETRATOR'S behavior. If for example the perpetrator is male and the victim is male you cannot make the leap that all homosexuals are perpetrators. That is faulty reasoning....
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: Apology
Date: 09/15/16 at 11:46 PM

Thanks for reassuring me that you are not offended by my reaching out to our classmates, Les and Annie. 

I appreciate that you have talked with and been examined by your primary care physician. That makes me feel better that your health care provider is aware of what is going on. It is entirely possible that my opinion is wrong and that you have in fact been sexually assaulted. If that is the case I hope that APD gets the DNA results processed soon so that you can get some resolution. 

Be assured that I have no worries that someone might ridicule or harass me for showing confidence in you. I like to treat all people with respect and if others have a problem with that so be it. As I said before I think you are a good and sincere person and I am sorry that you are having to deal with what you are going through. 

My wish for you is that this will stop being an issue and you will be able to live without the stress you have been dealing with since 2011.

Sona
Sent from my iPad
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: 5-25-15 friendly question for you re: DA's Office crime investigators interviewed me

05/26/15 at 11:14 PM

John,
I am happy to hear that you have gotten some movement from Travis County District Attorney's Office to investigate your complaint. But I have no information or knowledge of anyone that would have any antipathy towards you. 

I hope all is well with you and that you didn't suffer any negative effects from all of this rain we've had. 

Take care and be well, Sona

Sent from my iPad
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: 12-6-14 thank you, Sona

12/06/14 at 9:49 PM

John,

I'm not sure that I know anyone who can assist you in getting APD to move forward with testing your rape-evidence kit. The only attorneys I know are defense attorneys. I don't think a defense attorney would be able to handle that type of case as their bailiwick is defending someone accused of a crime.

Another thought I have about your situation is that I've read in the paper the lab that does the DNA testing is woefully behind and has a backlog of work. My guess is that APD prioritizes which specimens to test based on what they deem to be a priority. I know that your case is a priority for you and that is understandable, but APD may not see it that way. Have you asked if you can meet with someone from Victim Services at APD? Perhaps a Victim Services counselor would be able to assist you in finding out if APD plans to move forward with your case. I don't want to be too pessimistic but if the crime occurred almost 3 years ago and APD has not moved forward I would take that as an indication that they are not pursuing your case very vigorously.

I can understand that this whole situation is very distressing for you. I'm sorry you have had to go through this. I hope you can try to put it behind you.

Be well,

Sona
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: Apology
09/16/16 at 9:59 AM
John,
Since you can't identify the possible perpetrator/s I think it would be fruitless to file a complaint with the medical board. If it is not one of your medical providers you certainly don't want to inflict a cloud of suspicion around them. However if you had a specific and solid memory of someone violating your body then a complaint would make sense. ...

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---Former classmate JAMES WILLETT of northwest Austin.

--- On Mon, 11/19/12, James Willett wrote:

From: James Willett 

Subject: RE: 11-18-12 courtesy reply requested
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Monday, November 19, 2012, 2:28 PM

Certainly everyone should have the right to live the lifestyle they choose and be free from illegal assault. As I’ve stated before my recommendation would be to move on and find a new place to live.

JW
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James Willett
To
John McMillan
02/28/14 at 10:19 AM
Subject: RE: James, are you okay?

Sorry, been out of town and trying to catch up on priority projects. Good to hear you are making progress and gaining credibility on your case.

I’m unfortunately not going to be able to help with transportation to the dr. due to schedule commitments. Likewise with safe house accommodations since our small house is over full as is.

Good luck with all.

JW

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James Willett
To
John McMillan
Subject: re: 1-3-15 possible (alleged) death threat to me today from my current "roommate" (at Wind River Crossing Apartments in northwest Austin)
01/16/15 at 11:47 AM

I don’t know your roommate or brother or anything about your situation. I’m not sure how I can be of any help here.

JW
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---Former classmate LESLIE DEGRAFFENRIED, who has himself been employed for many years as a high-ranking official for the U.S. Government's Department of State.

deGraffenried, Leslie S (Les)
To
Sona Nast John McMillan
CC
Annie Arnold Lancaster
09/16/16 at 2:43 PM

Howdy Ole Austin High Friends.

Always good to hear from you.

John: We are all on your side. We know what you are dealing with is very troubling to you....

Sona:
You are a GOOD person.

Les
Les deGraffenried
U.S. State Department
Director, El Paso Passport Agency
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DeGraffenried, Leslie S (Les)
To
John McMillan
01/05/16 at 10:43 AM

John:

It was good to see you at the AHS Reunion. Your e-mail was blocked as SPAM, which happens from time-to-time with outside e-mails.

I am currently working on Mexico issues. As you know, working with the State Department my area of work is foreign affairs issues. I do wish you luck on the issues you mention in your e-mails, but with my responsibilities being 100% overseas, I sadly have no real advice for you.

Keep up your good and healthy life style, and I am certain that 2016 will be a great year for you.

All the best.

Les
PERSONAL
This email is UNCLASSIFIED __________________

---Dr. MICHAEL KIM MCMILLAN, a biological older brother of mine and medical-field chemistry researcher who has repeatedly stated to me that he himself has not been situated in or visited or resided anywhere in the Austin area or anywhere else in Texas, for that matter, at any time in the most recent approximately 10-year period, and that he and his Chinese-immigrant wife have been residing and continue to reside together in a private residence in Southern California throughout the current very recent multi-year period.

I am very grateful to brother Michael for having kindly stated to me in a recent prior year, during a period when I resided at Wind River Crossing Apartments in northwest Austin, that I was possibly  "unsafe" in my rental apartment unit at that time, Michael observed in writing.

From: "McMillan, Michael" 

To: John McMillan
Sent: Sun, October 30, 2011 2:05:08 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

I am again impressed at how expensive and unsafe your apartment might be…and how little I can do to help your problem, except suggest that perhaps you investigate possible other causes of the pain, especially anal cancer. If I remember correctly Farrah Fawcett died of anal cancer. It is not a pleasant disease and of course very painful. What amazes me is that you seem to be such a sound sleeper, yet always wake up with pain.

There must be cheaper and safer apartments in Austin???

Even I can see that you have substantial problems….and not only at the end of every month…way beyond my meager capacity to help you…though now there is substantial uncertainty in my mind exactly what they are..and how to solve them…

I wish you “Good Luck”…

Mike

PS. Do not worry about me…
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Michael, McMillan
To
'John McMillan'
06/09/14 at 3:34 PM

RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael

John...
....I particularly was impressed when you had criminal offenses committed against you in locked rooms ….but I have my own problems and your problems are not helping my medical conditions…so ideally more and more, I hope you can solve your problems by yourself…as I realize that whatever help I can offer is way too little way too late mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/29/14 at 12:52 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly Follow-up Note to Michael

Dear “john”

You have convinced me that my brother probably is dead, poisoned, after being assaulted in a locked bedroom…and of course, this answers the question of the Austin Police being involved..

You have the strangest regurgitation of past ..Maybe the poison was affecting his memory?

Anyway,

Whoever you are,

Wow..Strange things happen in Texas,

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
John McMillan
07/02/14 at 4:28 PM

Dear John,

It is my impression that 
people generally give
 police the correct information, 
as the police have 
ways of checking. I also 
doubt that ,even if he did 
(allegedly) try to poison you
once (inside your Wind River
 Crossing Apartments rental
 unit), he would (allegedly)
do it again....
as I am sure he would be the 
primary suspect.

I am glad that you are still in apartment....even if you do not 
seem to have lost your sense 
of drama that permeates your life....

mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/28/14 at 3:00 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly 
Follow-up Note to Michael

Dear “John”,

I still cannot figure out
what the (alleged) arsenic 
poisoning “means”, and 
of course , 
the problems with the APD...

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan' (a 
gainfully employed 
single adult
 white male 
official tenant 
at that 
time at Wind River 
Crossing
Apartments 
in northwest 
Austin)
04/08/14 at 12:52 PM
RE: 4-8-14 emergency
request for help from my 
very kind brother Michael

Dear John,

Who uses arsenic to 
poison
 in
these days?? Your 
life 
always 
has such drama,
that I 
can 
never tell what is
 just a plot 
device to advance
 the action
and what is non fiction. 
WHY WOULD 
ANYONE 
WANT TO POISON 
YOU? And if they
did why 
didn’t they use 
something 
more effective?? I 
will have 
to look up the 
test for 
arsenic…as 
arsenic is
found in chicken and
 poultry…
among
other things

Mike
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McMillan, Michael 
To
'John McMillan'
04/28/14 at 2:36 PM

Dear whoever you are;

What happened to John??
Did you poison him (inside
 his rental unit at 
Wind River Crossing 
Apartments in 
Austin, Texas) before 
he told you that he was 
born 
in william Jennings Bryant 
(Bryan) memorial hospital 
and I was 
born in Lincoln memorial 
hospital?? 
What a strange 
hodgepodge 
of “memories” 
and half truths you
 got from him…

Oh well..

Wow..

Mike

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From: McMillan, Michael

To: 'John McMillan'

4/24/14 at 12:59 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly 
Follow-up Note to Michael

Dear John,

...Rhetorically, your letters are always quite dense, and take a while for me to “access” them, as your themes shift from one month to the next. I guess you have not been (allegedly) poisoned
 by your roommate (or a possible
 alleged illegal intruder at your 
Wind River Crossing Apartments 
rental 
unit in northwest Austin)…or 
maybe (allegedly)..oh well.

I did not say I was never going to visit Texas again. Sometime, we hope to visit Texas..

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Wed, November 9, 2011 

12:55:21 PM
Subject: RE: 11-9-11 question 

for your USC medical school

Dear John,

We are a medical research facility, 

not a crime scene lab. I am amazed 

at your fascination with 10-20 hair 

follicles, as without a microscopic examination the “follicles” are difficult to identify. 

DNA analysis is also extremely costly 

and often requires a “match” of some

 sort to be meaningful , as there is

 a lot of DNA associated with

microflora associated with the 

specific environment.. I am also

 amazed that you have in detective

 terms a “locked door” type mystery 

and that you never wake up except 

after the fact. Almost everyone

realizes that what you are

 proposing is a felony, a very serious crime, which if you are right is only feasible due to your extremely deep sleep…which on the surface would 

seem unusual, especially for repeated crimes..Then of course there is the question of motive, which although

I do not doubt that you may have many enemies, this particular response seems very extreme.

I also appreciate that I am 2000 miles away and do not really know you that well; maybe I am just impressed that you consistently keep finding new problems to define your life and times, instead of seeking a less problematic lifestyle. 

I have no basis to determine the 

accuracy of your claims, but of

course would wonder about your continual habituation with more 

and more new problems of all 

sorts, together with all your 

historical problems…Instead of 

a life defined by the simple Joy of everyday living, you consistently

define your life by the daily problems you face…

I also realize that I cannot help you with the increasing density of problems, especially since there seems to be 

no upper limit on your capacity to 

find new problems…I can only hope

 that all your problems do not become 

my problems, as I am constantly 

trying to minimize these, partly for 

health reasons, but also as a

“way of life”

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/15/14 at 12:16 PM
Subject: reply to (Travis County 
District Attorney's Office Public
 Integrity Unit Sergeant) Investigator 
(Lori) Carter, with two factual 
corrections on a cited year

Dear John.

Please do not cc me for these emails. I do not enjoy hearing about your legal soap opera.

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
03/03/14 at 1:34 PM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news, along 

with an urgent request for temporary

loan

Dear John,

After watching many seasons of your continuing “ipsom vita” soap opera, 

I long ago gave up any hope of a happy ending. In particular, I am impressed 

that if I send you money, not only 

does it not help either you or me, 

but it potentially leads to unending “reruns”. My only recommendation

 would be to cancel the series and

begin something “new”. I guess
 your reference to ADA (Travis 
County 
Assistant District Attorney) Rob Drummond (in Austin, Texas) is 

an attempt to add humor to an 
otherwise really dreary script…
Lets 
face it ..

I have no way of knowing if you 

really need the money or are just 

acting in character?

You remind me of this quote, for 

some reason,

“Where you come from is gone, 

where you thought you were going 

to never was there, and where you 

are is no good unless you can get

away from it”
― Flannery O'Connor, Wise Blood

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
02/26/14 at 2:54 PM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news,

 along with an
urgent request for temporary loan

Dear John,

I am a little surprised to hear from

you now, and also surprised that 

you still have the problem of 

holding on to your apartment.

Ihave not been following your 

case against the APD, notr do I 

really want to, as it is my impression

that there are no winners in a
legal case involving police officers
as the jury almost always sides 

with the officers,
especially in Texas. I also find myself amazed at how your problems

transform themselves
into other slightly different 

problems…as if there were
no end to them, only the illusion 

of an end. I also have zero..

less than zero ..confidence in

the American legal system,
and hence only view your optimism 

as semi delusional..
and potentially leading to 

more slightly transformed problems..

that always seem to characterize your life.

Ie..I see no end in sight....

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
02/28/14 at 11:57 AM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news,
along with an urgent request
for temporary loan

Dear John,

You inhabit a very strange world. 

I am not quite certain what to make

of the comment(:)

(")I cannot estimate how many 

days or weeks it will take for 
(Travis County Public Integrity Unit) Assistant District Attorney 
Rob Drummond (in Austin, Texas) 
to complete his review(")

I appreciate that you have to live 

with a forward slash type optimism, 

and filter the present through
this…It is not my experience that investigations by the district attorney

ever are cause for such optimism, 

as the American justice system is 

an anachronism of a time long dead.

I have noted that all your 

communications to me are flavored

 by this optimism, despite the fact

that the problems around which 

this optimism is centered only seem to morph into ever more complex forms.

You might be an interesting fiction 

writer, for like Faulkner, you have your own “fictional Yoknapatawpha County”, inhabited by ever optimistic people

facing unsolvable problems, not only

as a plot device, but also a way of life, something which gives meaning to an
otherwise meaningless existence.

Mike


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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
06/06/14 at 10:36 AM

Subject: RE: Michael, did you receive my E-mail note on this? Fw: 6-4-14 very urgent request to brother Michael

Dear john..it seems like every month is an emergency....you love to nonfictionalize drama, every month. Mike
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McMillan, Michael 
To
'John McMillan'
05/01/14 at 1:58 PM

Subject: RE: with urgent 
follow-up question for Michael 
Re: 4-24-14 Friendly Follow-up
Note to Michael

There is so much drama in 
your life…

Mike

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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: 01/12/16 at 10:11 PM
Subject: RE: 1-12-16 thank you for your "Merry Christmas" phone message

Dear John,
I appreciate your (e-mail) message, as I must admit I have to search your blod for your progress..I of course always hope for an "evolution" of sorts , as time is never constant..I understand "victimization" as that seems to be more and more popular, but I wonder if it is the optimal way to live?? given that life is relatively short, and each new day is the beginning of all future days.

I am not really an expert , of course, as I am never as young as I used to be...and each day must consider...the beginning of all future days..

but

my best wishes,

your hypothetical biological brother Mike, and of course your brother,

Mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
05/28/16 at 10:10 PM
Subject: RE: 5-22-16 urgent note to Ms. Black at SafePlace Austin

dear john,

this allways confuses me in that you seem to be stuck in some funny time warp; i swear years ago you mentioned almost an identical problem?

it was my impression that the address you gave me recently was different from your old address?

mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
12/27/16 at 10:40 AM
Subject: RE: advice from a friend of mine in Temple that I move to your area

john..los angeles is crazy...you are lucky to be living in texas..
i dont think i want too much contact with you, as i just am amazed at how your problems ...well you love your problems....and they always inhabit you..''

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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: urgent request for a $200 loan

On Sunday, January 15, 2017 11:41 AM, Micheal .McMillan <mcmillan.mk@gmail.com> wrote:

I HOPE YOU ARE NOT GIVING MONEY TO LAWYERS???/

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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
Jan 16 (2017) at 3:05 PM
Subject: RE: urgent request for a $200 loan

dear john..
...i realize writing to you is like writing to a 40 year old ghost in my mind...and course the plot to all goo ghost stories is not to disturb unhappy ghosts....and i realize if 16 n months ago i had sent you 45000 dollars, you would still be poor today...i am not sure exactly what it is...gambling..drugs..or just philanthropy....I know some people live in the present tense, and can never coordinate future and or past...as the here and now present tense...well it is NOW...oops..now it is NOW...oops..anyway

i also realize everyone has ghosts in their mind...i just need to avoid disturbing the unhapppy ones..

happy mlk day..(jan 15 actually)

Mike

we really so not have spare change
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
11/21/16 at 9:08 PM
Subject: RE: urgent follow-up question for you

dear john,

i appreciate historically your vision of reality fictionvictim so to speak, but i might suggest there is another genre of reality fiction which is very popular, which falls under the reality fiction self help category where the victim realizes that through greater consciousness he can rise above his victimhood, and through grander self realization find within himself the elements for his redemption.. this also makes great movies and sells well....

mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
06/04/16 at 9:58 AM

Subject: RE: 6-03-16 question for (Austin Community College) President Rhodes

dear john...please do not cc me with inquiries to government or police departments or universities...if you send me something, send it to me alone, as i get confused with all your issues, and of course, have nothing to say to police depeartments or governments or universities..

thanks
mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
2/18/16 at 10:21 AM
Subject: RE: 2-17-16 follow-up question for you, Michael

dearjohn,

i have very happy memories of all my childhood in Austin, and appreciate all my brothers and sisters as distinct people of their own....
I am hesitant to even tell you...about my (current) life, as i believe that you enjoy playing strange mind games of some sort that i have problems understanding..but ????
....i am horrified about (the prospect of) spending two weeks talking to my family...as in america everyone has very much different life experiences and i doubt that we even overlap all that much...I can read your blog and wonder if perhaps at some point you were replaced with a pod person of some type that i still cant figure out. ...I grew up in Texas, but do not really believe in living in Texas, and of course am looking for other ways of life. somewhere..anywhere..i am a little horrified by family, though at times i think of visiting, in keep having nocturnal hallucinations with them in it. we will see maybe this spring ...but???? ...
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sunday, October 30, 2011 9:05 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

I have difficulty understanding the logic of either your problems or your solutions. It is difficult for me to distinguish your capacity for fiction from your devotion to the truth. I also do not see any end to your problems in the immediate future, especially since your life seems to be an endless problem set, with a monthly periodicity..

It might be slightly better if you would learn how to budget, but that is up to you..

best of luck,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sun, October 30, 2011 4:11:51 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

John,

....I have difficulty in comprehending the enormity of your seemingly endless problems…and realize the fine line between truth and fiction is problematic when compared to simple survival…

but

It is your life,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 5:01:26 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

DEAR JOHN;

MY ADVERSION TO LAWYERS IS GREATER THAN THE THEIR EXTREMELY EXORABATANT COSTS. I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT THEY EVER SOLVE ANYTHING, BUT INSTEAD PLAY UPON THE DELUSIONS OF THEIR CLIENTS. YOUR BELIEF IN “LEGAL RELIEF” FOR PROBLEMS TO ME IS A SIGN OF MUCH DEEPER PROBLEMS, WAY BEYOND MY MEAGER CAPACITY TO ASSIST YOU IN.

OF COURSE,

I WISH YOU, GOOD LUCK…

BUT WOW…

MIKE
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 2:57:06 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

Maybe I should remind you that I will never pay money to lawyers “gift” or donate money to be paid to lawyers…if I can at all avoid it. I believe it is delusional to think that lawyers will actually solve problems…or that one can get “justice” through the legal system…I try to avoid lawyers as much as I can, and I am sorry that you feel compelled to associate with one. This is another indication that your problems are far worse than I have capacity to help you with.

GOOD LUCK,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 10:30:22 AM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John

Sorry I am late getting back to you….

I realized with your last communication that your problems were way beyond any meager capacity I have to help you…I cannot comment on the veracity of your claims, except that you seem to be an extremely sound sleeper, and of course the problem with the locked doors..Either way, I do see that you (may ) have very serious problem(s)

It is strange in that I often have dreams where I am back in Texas and am surprised that both Mom and Dad recovered from their illness…It is so great to be able to talk to Mother again…and of course Dad..In these dreams, I always am trying to get a flight out of Texas, back to California, but can never quite dial the phone right to make a reservation…or else thinking about the roads to New Mexico, and what would be the fastest way out of Texas…Anyway, I always wake up and want to call Mother to say Hi…and tell her not to worry about me…

I also realize that documentation for a private attorney is a very costly sort of thing,

Good Luck,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sat, October 29, 2011 10:42:02 AM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear J.ohn,

I am amazed at the seriousness of your problems... would seem that you live in an unsafe and overly expensive apartment: Are there not safer and cheaper apartments in Austin??

MIke..

PS. Are you sure that you are not suffering from rectal cancer??
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From: "McMillan, Michael"

To
John McMillan
02/27/14 at 12:30 PM

Subject: 2-26-14 good news, along with an urgent request for temporary loan

Dear John,

Thanks for reminding me how complicated your life is and how difficult it is to get any perspective on them, as they always seem to have endless complications, which can only leave me wondering stupidly.

Overall, during the course of our conversations, it has impressed me at how much difficulty there is monthly associated with living in your current apartment, and how many difficulties there are involved with you sharing housing with other human entities, whether they be “indonesian” or elderly” Jewish people”, assuming that you are not being selective or “fiction-like” in your narrations, representing the same to me.

Most importantly, I do not see any “exit strategy”…or a roadmap towards some sort of resolution…or a lessening of the seemingly endless complications resulting in ever more problems.

I noticed that long ago you mentioned “living well is the best revenge”…but somehow seemed to have forgotten how to live well,

I hope that sometime you remember, sooner is better,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To:
John McMillan
07/02/14 at 4:28 PM

Subject: RE: a second request from my current roommate for contact info re; you

Dear John,

....I am not interested in talking to him....as on the whole I always try not to involve myself with your right to privacy..You live far far away, from me and my life.

as i pointed out my wife and i are planning for some sort of retirement...in the distant future, and this is not a good time for us to be "entertaining". Beside I doubt that you would like southern california, as it is not really a great place to live..way too many people...endless concrete..way too expensive..

mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Friday, June 13, 2014 2:17 PM
Subject: RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael

dear john...

you do live a rater dramatic life and it is difficult for me to appreciate all the drama. ...
mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
John McMillan
06/14/14 at 9:29 AM
Subject: RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael

dear john..

people live the life they create for themselves. not everyone wants tons of friends and life is not a tv show.not even a soap opera. the main person you live with is yourself and you can not get away.

mike

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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2014 12:13 PM
Subject: RE: 5-27-14 urgent question for Michael

Dear John,

Again, you only emphasize how separate our paths in life have been…and how far in the very distant past, they separated.

Mike

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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Thursday, May 15, 2014 2:44 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

John;

I lack confidence in everyone’s mental health, as I believe sanity is an illusion..I also do not want to buy into your “soap opera reality” thinking that it will all end happily ever after..if only …

I would prefer to see future plans which emphasize decreasing the number and complexity of every day problems…but 4+ decades of history suggest more decades of problems..

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To

'John McMillan'
05/15/14 at 1:49 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

Dear John,

Your level of “craziness” is way beyond mine, and something which is foreign to me. I am not a social worker..I only see that you have had decades of problems with no solutions..

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/15/14 at 12:05 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

Dear John,

; your entire outlook on life is so alien to me that at times, I think this must be some Nigerian spammer who of course is only interested into how much money he can extract from some American far far away… I doubt anything I say will be remembered except if it can be “reused” for future monetary extraction..Some people would call this manipulative, but not me. Computers can probably be programmed to do this.

Even to be able to like or dislike you, I would have to think I knew you. I do not know you know and I expect (hope) that I will ever ‘know’ you again but clearly your life is your life….not really my business. We have zero overlap, and it tires me to try to communicate..as I sense you have zero joie de vie…

I have my own very serious problems and I realize that I cannot help yours, as in my judgment they are not related to lack of money, though I understand that every month you need extra cash. Just to keep living your status quo..

Which is so alien to me….

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/13/14 at 1:26 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

Dear John,

It is my impression that I stopped sending you money, way back when I became convinced your problems were way beyond my capacity to help, as clearly you seem to be accumulating a wide variety of “deep” problems, involving locked doors (that an alleged intruder somehow unlocked or had unlocked for him by one or more persons other than yourself), (alleged) poisons (you have tentatively alleged were inflicted on you against your wishes by one or more persons unbeknownst to yourself, and possibly by a cited roommate of yours during this period, though you never directly observed him putting any poison into your foods or beverages inside your apartment), APD (and its failure to arrest any suspect accused by APD of violating your own legal rights through criminal activities), etc..

It is too bad that you are not a backpacker, as you can spend the entire summer hiking through New Mexico and Colorado with a bag of rice and beans and back packing gear..all by yourself.

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/13/14 at 11:54 AM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

Dear John,

Los Angeles (southern California) is a very confusing place, extremely expensive .....The mass transit in LA is extremely bad ,the “city goes on forever and a lot of people are extremely unfriendly; I remember well how much father hated southern California) There are also millions of “immigrants” of all sorts everywhere looking for work of any sort.

Of all the places, I have lived, I would not really recommend Los Angeles, and if we were not working on drug (medications) development here,…… I hope to move away as soon as I retire.

Anyway, I would not recommend coming out to LA.

Where ever you go, you are still you, and endless problems seem attracted to you..

Mike
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McMillan, Michael 
To
John McMillan

05/26/14 at 9:07 AM
Subject: RE: 5-23-14 urgent request to my kind older brother Michael

Dear John,

...your problems live on...and multiply.

anyway, happy memorial day,

mike
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McMillan, Michael

To
'John McMillan'

05/23/14 at 3:25 PM

RE: 5-23-14 urgent request to my kind older brother Michael

Dear John,

I am not quite sure what to say, in that historical reminiscences do not seem to be the problem, as I see it. I get the impression that you are “running quite hard just to stay in place” so to speak, and no matter how hard you run, you always wind up at the same place every month.

I am surprised at how much your water bill is, as here in Los Angeles...no one who rents pays for water, trash, etc. 

...it is difficult for me to figure out when there is a real emergency…not that I could really “help” you ..as there is always this question of running hard just to stay in place , and its monthly implications..

It is curious in that we have been corresponding for some time now, and I appreciate the problems of “roommates”..and I see how your problems do not simplify…but seem to multiply in a variety of unexpected ways…but also how much your problems are central to your life…they define you…so to speak ..

I could be wrong,

Mike
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McMillan, Michael

To
John McMillan
05/25/14 at 11:02 AM
Subject: RE: 5-23-14 urgent request to my kind older brother Michael
05/25/14 at 11:02 AM

dear john,
I appreciate your response, though that you have five different departments (of the City Government of Austin in Austin, Texas) consulting legal people about you ...it is not clear whether that is part of the problem or really part of any solution.

...oh welll..it is memorial day weekend..
enjoy the may...

mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
02/17/16 at 10:41 PM

Subject: RE: 2-17-16 follow-up question for you, Michael

dear john,

i hope your goes well. I am impressed in that you seem to live in a funny timespace, and also seem out of harmony with your environment, which scares me somewhat, much like talking to a ghost...


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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
02/17/16 at 7:40 PM

Subject: RE: 2-17-16 follow-up question for you, Michael

I try to keep up with you off and on, by checking out your blog. I am impressed by what constants seem to define your life, but of course i do not wish to judge...

curiously recently i realized that no one called me and that i could get my

t mobile phone for 3 dollars a month if i prepaid rather than 47 dollars a month....so i tend to talk now on computer whenever i call someone.

I also am somewhat hesitant about my texas relatives, as there seem to be distance between me and them, and i am not sure how if ever this will be changed, as they seem to have their own lives and our common past is more and more fading into oblivion....i could be wrong though.

I guess I feel I need to concentrate on the present and future....as this is where efforts are needed. However, it is great tohear from you, and of course, my best wishes.....though i am not sure what i would recommend for you in this day and age....but will keep following from time to time your blog.

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
02/27/14 at 12:35 PM
Subject: RE: 2-26-14 good news, along with an urgent request for temporary loan

Dear John,

I am still reading your previous letters, as there is much in them which I cannot make any “sense” of, and hence cannot comment upon…I always have a difficult time with your “narratives” about your life..as they seem far far from anything I can imagine.

Mike

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"McMillan, Michael"
To
'John McMillan'
02/27/14 at 12:56 PM

Subject: RE: 2-26-14 good news, along with an urgent request for temporary loan

There is a puzzle, maybe associated with Buddism, of a man trapped on a ledge; he can not go back as there is a huge hungry tiger…waiting to attack, nor can he go further down, for there is another tiger also hungry , waiting. He is thirsty and hungry and cannot sleep properly on the ledge..What should he do?

The answer of course is why did he place himself in such a predicament, when overall there are zillions of wonderful things to do in life..

There is an old Cherokee story;

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 "wolves" inside us all.

One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/01/14 at 12:53 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly Follow-up Note to Michael

John,

Addicts are defined by their behavior…They tend not to tell the truth, especially if they need a “fix”, which if nothing else for you seems to be money..They play upon the sympathies of family members, repeatedly…in order to get their “fix”…There are lots of addicts in the world.

... I have more serious problems to think about, rather than this monthly end of month dilemma ..

Mike
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Micheal . McMillan
To
John McMillan
Sep 15 (2017) at 8:16 PM
Subject: RE: urgent request 
from your younger brother John

dear john...

i amnot sure what to think...on the one hand it is positive that you are not complaining about roomates and locked door mysteries...however

it scare me how litle you know about me...as it has been a long time since we actually knew each other...i guess it follows that i know very little about you...

except that it always seemed to me that you were defined by the grand problem things in your life...oh well...

i hope you enjoy the fall in austin, you are lucky that many lists place austin in the top five cities to live in..

mike
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On Fri, 11/30/12, McMillan, Michael wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael
Subject: RE: 11-29-12 urgent request for a personal loan
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Friday, November 30, 2012, 11:42 AM

Dear John,

I always get depressed when I consider your requests, as in the end, I can not really help you....

As to your HUD “law suit”. I would not hold your breath. Government today is not quite what you might like tobelieve.

Good Luck, but as I mentioned I cannot “finance” your delusions.
I also assure you that when you finally get access to the cumulative lifelong financial wealth (that your oldest brother Kent stated to you in 1994 is in a savings account at a bank that Kent chose not to offer you additional information about), NEITHER I OR MY WIFE WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU; YOU DESERVE IT, AND YOU SHOULD NOT WASTE MONEY ON RELATIVES, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ASK EVERY END OF THE MONTH.

I appreciate that I have difficulty envisioning all your multitude of problems, and their ramifications, especially since it has been so long since I knew you as a biological brother…However, my general philosophy of life is to reduce the number of problems I face, rather than watch them compound daily into a larger set of problems.

I cannot really help you; only you can help you..
Happy holidays,

Mike
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On Thu, 2/23/12, McMillan, Michael wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael
Subject: RE: 2-23-12 follow-up
request
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Thursday, February 23, 2012, 1:08 PM

DEAR JOHN,

...I APPRECIATE THAT TEXAS IS NOT KNOWN FOR IT’S COMPASSIONATE (MEDICAL) CARE, BUT RATHER FOR THE IT CAPACITY TO EXECUTE PEOPLE…HOWEVER, I DO REMEMBER SPRINGTIME IN TEXAS AS BEING THE BEST TIME OF THE YEAR…

I ALWAYS REMEMBER THE BLUEBONNETS AT INK’S LAKE,

MIKE
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Micheal .McMillan

To

John McMillan
01/17/15 at 10:19 PM
Subject: Hey John

john,

it is my impression that you enjoy your problems too much...i suspect they will follow you whereever, as they seem to give meaning to your life.

i could be wrong.

Mike
M=mind
C=control
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"McMillan, Michael"
To
'John McMillan'
11/04/13 at 11:30 AM
Subject: RE: 11-3-13 Michael, please write me a reply note: very urgent request for a loan from brother Michael

Dear John,

....I realize that it is your life, and there is little I can do to overall for you, as many of your problems seem “outside my experiencial conciousness

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Thursday, February 27, 2014 5:07 PM
Subject: RE: 2-26-14 good 

news, along with an urgent 

request for temporary loan

Dear John,

I find your communications rather curious and cannot decipher their “meaning”. You always have interesting and different Problems with a capital P. I also realized

at some point they were too complicated for me to effectively remediate in any way, as they involved multiple elements beyond my limited capacity of comprehension. I also realize that any effort I spend trying to decipher an essentially insolvable enigma, only depress me with the realization of my own limited capacity to “change the world”, much less help someone in need. I have a great difficulty sorting out your“perspectives”, except that all of them seem to end badly in your case, guaranteeing the life blood of the endless perpetual problems which characterize and define your life.

I just do not know what to make of it.

Mike
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             From: McMillan, Michael

Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael

To: "John McMillan"

Date: Monday, February 25, 2013, 11:44 AM

Dear John,

... I fear from what I can make of your problems, is that you might get involved with some (parasitic )lawyer, who could guarantee you a large sum of money, if only you pay him some sort of retainer, as I suspect that whatever your problem or grievance , it could be translated into some large sum of money....

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On Wed, 2/27/13, McMillan, Michael wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael
Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Wednesday, February 27, 2013, 11:47 AM

Dear John,

I have long since stopped worrying about relative truth or falsehoods; Absolute truth is almost always in some way an artifact of your belief in it, as most things in life are shades of grey. I also have no means of accessing your situation, and hence have a difficult time..impossible..for me to know whether you really have an emergency...

...I am also hesitant to get involved with your legal problems, in that I have lost confidence in our legal system to actually solve problems....

mike
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On Thu, 2/28/13, McMillan, Michael wrote:
From: McMillan, Michael 
Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Thursday, February 28, 2013, 11:44 AM

Dear John,

As always, it is difficult for me to sense exactly which aspects of your communications are factual and what is “drama” added to heighten the suspense....

...I like your letters better, if I think of them as a new sort of new “urban drama genre”, ie ..that you are practicing in your creative efforts....

mike

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On Fri, 3/1/13, McMillan, Michael wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael
Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Friday, March 1, 2013,
1:20 PM

Dear john,

I am not quite sure what to make of your recent emails to me, though I have noticed an escalation of "drama"...I do not doubt that you are being factual in the strictest sense of the word...

...Maybe this is a great time to "downgrade" your apartment, as it seems so unsafe anyway.

I do remember the last time that you were going to go homeless, was it 3 years ago?. I think it was springtime also, as that is the best time to become homeless...You get a lot more free time...

mike

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From: McMillan, Michael
Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Sunday, February 24, 2013, 1:02 PM

Dear John,

First I am glad that Kent talked briefly with you, and also like to add “keep up the good work”, but also maybe try to simplify the problems you face in life, as in general life should be a simple joy....

... I also remember the time maybe three four years ago, when...your problems seemed a lot simpler, and to my knowledge did not involve extensive conversations with Austin Police department, and lawyers?..relatively simple things like a broken window in your car....

mike

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- On Mon, 2/25/13, McMillan, Michael wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael

Subject: RE: 2-18-13 urgent question for Michael

To: "John McMillan"

Date: Monday, February 25, 2013, 11:44 AM

Dear John,

...I do have a specific aversion to lawyers, especially those who prey on the poor, and would never give lawyers any money for this purpose, nor want any of my money to go to lawyers...

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/10/14 at 11:24 AM

Subject: RE :4-8-14 emergency request for help from my very kind brother Michael

Dear John,

...I am always amazed at how well you seem to be getting along, under what can only be described as the most difficult of times.

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
John McMillan
03/12/14 at 2:00 PM
RE: corrected version: FW: Michael, are you able to help me at this very crucial time?

Dear John,

It has been many years since I "knew" you, and hence I have just been following your life through your narration/representation of it to me in these short communications, most of which also seem to include pleas for donations, which may or may not influence your narrative style..

I have long ago sensed certain themes in your narrations, which all seem to fall in the soap opera genre..Problems are never resolved, but only morph into slightly different problems, overall drive the narration and contribute to the "episodic" nature of your life..()stay tuned..same time same place next month, so to speak)

I sense you are very involved with your life story, I just wish you could find some more upbeat plot devices...maybe even some humor...as after all , it is 

springtime in Texas.

I am also curious what type of plot twists you plan for your life say 20 years from now as you correctly recognize the "happily ever after" as a fictional device. I suspect that you also realize the past is history, the future is "maybe", but you always live in the present,

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
03/11/14 at 3:04 PM

RE: Michael, are you able to help me at this very crucial time?

Dear John,

You seem very fixated on this soap opera theme in your life’s story; I generally do not watch soap operas, as they always create false drama…and confusing plot twists..that makes it hard for the viewer to judge.

I just wish you a “live happily ever after” ending,

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
03/05/14 at 1:28 PM
RE: Michael, are you able to help me at this very crucial time?

Dear John,

...YOU ARE POOR, AND WILL PROBABLY DIE POOR. It is OK to be poor; most people today are.

... I have lost confidence in your Southern “soap opera” narrative, nor do I want to buy into it, as it seems never to change , just get more complicated. Hence, this leaves me without basis to verify any of your “storyline”, which I really really do not want to be “part of”, past present and future....

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/08/14 at 12:56 PM

RE: 4-8-14 emergency request for help from my very kind brother Michael

Dear John,

Why is your life always filled

with problems, but never

real solutions, just endless problems??

Mike

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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/09/14 at 5:24 PM
RE: 4-8-14 emergency request for help from my very kind brother Michael

Dear John,

The more I study medicine, 

the less confidence I have in today’s health care system, 

no matter how much 

insurance you have. One 

must always keep in mind 

that life is not a permanent condition, and hence I hope 

you enjoy every spring..esp in Texas..

Mike

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From: 
"McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Wednesday,
April 2, 2014 1:19 PM
Subject: RE: 4-1-14
urgent 
loan request

Dear John,
....I also appreciate that 
overall 

the rent is just 
too damn high 

in USA…along with
 other 

frightening aspects of 
the 

“modern world”

Mike
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On Thu, 2/23/12, McMillan, 
Michael 
wrote:

From: McMillan, Michael

Subject: RE: 2-23-12 
follow-up
request

To: "John McMillan"

Date: Thursday, 
February 23, 2012, 
1:08 PM

DEAR JOHN,

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE 
FEELING BETTER…
HOSPITALIZATION 
ALTHOUGH
 RARE, INCREASES 

WITH AGE. IT IS 
AMAZING 
HOW GREAT A 
PERCENTAGE 
OF HEALTH CARE 
COSTS 
ARISE IN THE LAST 

FEW YEARS OF LIFE...