Sunday, October 8, 2017

A SPECIAL 'THANK YOU' TO EACH OF THE FOLLOWING HONORABLE AND DISTINGUISHED ALUMNI OF STEPHEN F. AUSTIN HIGH SCHOOL (AUSTIN INDEPENDENT SCHOOL DISTRICT IN AUSTIN, TEXAS) WHO EACH VERY KINDLY AND COURAGEOUSLY WROTE AND SENT ME ONE OR MORE REPLY LETTERS OR REPLY NOTES IN THE PERIOD EVER SINCE THE SPRING OF 2011 IN RESPONSE TO A WRITTEN COMMUNICATION FROM MYSELF DURING THAT TIME PERIOD IN WHICH I HAD POLITELY COMPLAINED TO EACH OF THEM ABOUT MY HAVING BEEN VICTIMIZED BY ALLEGED CONTINUOUS-AND-CONTINUING-DAILY-AND-YEAR-ROUND-AND-MULTI-YEAR-THROUGH-THE-PRESENT PERSONAL-INJURY-CRIMES AND ALLEGED ANAL-RAPE CRIMES ------ CONTINUOUS AND CONTINUING FELONY CRIMES ALLEGEDLY BEING INFLICTED ON ME AGAINST MY WISHES BY ONE OR MORE PERSONS UNBEKNOWNST TO ME DURING PERIODS WHEN I MYSELF WAS OR AM LYING ALONE, ASLEEP AND UNCONSCIOUS AND PROBABLY ALSO SNORING, ON A BED I MYSELF OWN INSIDE MY LOCKED OR BOLT-LOCKED RENTAL APARTMENT UNIT IN NORTHWEST AUSTIN, TEXAS, USA:


---LOUIS BRATTON, a very honorable State Bar of Texas member private attorney and highly-acclaimed "Super Lawyer" in Austin, Texas, who often represents clients in personal-injury cases in which they are the cited plaintiff.


On Tue, 4/24/12, Louis Bratton wrote:
From: Louis Bratton 
Subject: RE: a follow-up question to Louis
To: "John McMillan"
Cc: andrea@brattonfirm.com

Date: Tuesday, April 24, 2012, 11:41 AM

John – the conservative legislature and judiciary has made cases of this nature almost impossible to prosecute – you would have to know who the perpetrator is to even begin – I don’t know an atty who handles these matter any more – you might try travis county lawyer referral service on the outside chance they could make a recommendation – sorry for all your troubles --louis 
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On Mon, 4/23/12, Louis Bratton <louisbratton@brattonfirm.com> wrote:

From: Louis Bratton <louisbratton@brattonfirm.com>
Subject: RE: a follow-up question to Louis
To: "John McMillan" <mcmillanj@att.net>
Date: Monday, April 23, 2012, 3:26 PM

John – I don’t think this is a matter I can help with - louis
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---JENNIFER DECAMP, an official of the U.S. Government in Washington, D.C., who has considerable expertise at pursuing scientific research for the federal government.

On Wed, 5/30/12, DeCamp, Jennifer A. wrote:

From: DeCamp, Jennifer A.
Subject: RE: 5-11-12 appeal to District Attorney re: crime case
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Wednesday, May 30, 2012, 10:01 AM

John,

FBI handles interstate and national issues. Have you tried calling the local police department?

Jen

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--Former classmate and highly-regarded social worker and counselor SONA SPEAR NAST of Austin.

 Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Date: 12/29/16 at 12:35 PM
Subject: RE: 12-28-16 follow-up question for you

...If you are in fact being sexually abused by someone or have been sexually abused in the past that only speaks to that PERPETRATOR'S behavior. If for example the perpetrator is male and the victim is male you cannot make the leap that all homosexuals are perpetrators. That is faulty reasoning....
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: Apology
Date: 09/15/16 at 11:46 PM
Thanks for reassuring me that you are not offended by my reaching out to our classmates, Les and Annie. 

I appreciate that you have talked with and been examined by your primary care physician. That makes me feel better that your health care provider is aware of what is going on. It is entirely possible that my opinion is wrong and that you have in fact been sexually assaulted. If that is the case I hope that APD gets the DNA results processed soon so that you can get some resolution. 

Be assured that I have no worries that someone might ridicule or harass me for showing confidence in you. I like to treat all people with respect and if others have a problem with that so be it. As I said before I think you are a good and sincere person and I am sorry that you are having to deal with what you are going through. 

My wish for you is that this will stop being an issue and you will be able to live without the stress you have been dealing with since 2011.

Sona
Sent from my iPad
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: 5-25-15 friendly question for you re: DA's Office crime investigators interviewed me

05/26/15 at 11:14 PM

John,
I am happy to hear that you have gotten some movement from Travis County District Attorney's Office to investigate your complaint. But I have no information or knowledge of anyone that would have any antipathy towards you. 

I hope all is well with you and that you didn't suffer any negative effects from all of this rain we've had. 

Take care and be well, Sona

Sent from my iPad
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: 12-6-14 thank you, Sona

12/06/14 at 9:49 PM

John,

I'm not sure that I know anyone who can assist you in getting APD to move forward with testing your rape-evidence kit. The only attorneys I know are defense attorneys. I don't think a defense attorney would be able to handle that type of case as their bailiwick is defending someone accused of a crime.

Another thought I have about your situation is that I've read in the paper the lab that does the DNA testing is woefully behind and has a backlog of work. My guess is that APD prioritizes which specimens to test based on what they deem to be a priority. I know that your case is a priority for you and that is understandable, but APD may not see it that way. Have you asked if you can meet with someone from Victim Services at APD? Perhaps a Victim Services counselor would be able to assist you in finding out if APD plans to move forward with your case. I don't want to be too pessimistic but if the crime occurred almost 3 years ago and APD has not moved forward I would take that as an indication that they are not pursuing your case very vigorously.

I can understand that this whole situation is very distressing for you. I'm sorry you have had to go through this. I hope you can try to put it behind you.

Be well,

Sona
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Sona Nast
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: Apology
09/16/16 at 9:59 AM
John,
Since you can't identify the possible perpetrator/s I think it would be fruitless to file a complaint with the medical board. If it is not one of your medical providers you certainly don't want to inflict a cloud of suspicion around them. However if you had a specific and solid memory of someone violating your body then a complaint would make sense. ...

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---Former classmate JAMES WILLETT of northwest Austin.

--- On Mon, 11/19/12, James Willett wrote:

From: James Willett 
Subject: RE: 11-18-12 courtesy reply requested
To: "John McMillan"
Date: Monday, November 19, 2012, 2:28 PM

Certainly everyone should have the right to live the lifestyle they choose and be free from illegal assault. As I’ve stated before my recommendation would be to move on and find a new place to live.

JW
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James Willett
To
John McMillan
02/28/14 at 10:19 AM
Subject: RE: James, are you okay?

Sorry, been out of town and trying to catch up on priority projects. Good to hear you are making progress and gaining credibility on your case.

I’m unfortunately not going to be able to help with transportation to the dr. due to schedule commitments. Likewise with safe house accommodations since our small house is over full as is.

Good luck with all.

JW

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James Willett
To
John McMillan
Subject: re: 1-3-15 possible (alleged) death threat to me today from my current "roommate" (at Wind River Crossing Apartments in northwest Austin)
01/16/15 at 11:47 AM

I don’t know your roommate or brother or anything about your situation. I’m not sure how I can be of any help here.

JW
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---Former classmate LESLIE DEGRAFFENRIED, who has himself been employed for many years as a high-ranking official for the U.S. Government's Department of State.

deGraffenried, Leslie S (Les)
To
Sona Nast John McMillan
CC
Annie Arnold Lancaster
09/16/16 at 2:43 PM

Howdy Ole Austin High Friends.

Always good to hear from you.

John: We are all on your side. We know what you are dealing with is very troubling to you....

Sona:
You are a GOOD person.

Les
Les deGraffenried
U.S. State Department
Director, El Paso Passport Agency
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 DeGraffenried, Leslie S (Les)
To
John McMillan
01/05/16 at 10:43 AM

John:
It was good to see you at the AHS Reunion. Your e-mail was blocked as SPAM, which happens from time-to-time with outside e-mails.

I am currently working on Mexico issues. As you know, working with the State Department my area of work is foreign affairs issues. I do wish you luck on the issues you mention in your e-mails, but with my responsibilities being 100% overseas, I sadly have no real advice for you.

Keep up your good and healthy life style, and I am certain that 2016 will be a great year for you.

All the best.

Les
PERSONAL
This email is UNCLASSIFIED __________________

---Dr. MICHAEL KIM MCMILLAN, a biological older brother of mine and medical-field chemistry researcher who has repeatedly stated to me that he himself has not been situated in or visited or resided anywhere in the Austin area or anywhere else in Texas, for that matter, at any time in the most recent approximately 10-year period, and that he and his Chinese-immigrant wife have been residing and continue to reside together in a private residence in Southern California throughout the current very recent multi-year period.

I am very grateful to brother Michael for having kindly stated to me in a recent prior year, during a period when I resided at Wind River Crossing Apartments in northwest Austin, that I was possibly  "unsafe" in my rental apartment unit at that time, Michael observed in writing.
From: "McMillan, Michael" 
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sun, October 30, 2011 2:05:08 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

I am again impressed at how expensive and unsafe your apartment might be…and how little I can do to help your problem, except suggest that perhaps you investigate possible other causes of the pain, especially anal cancer. If I remember correctly Farrah Fawcett died of anal cancer. It is not a pleasant disease and of course very painful. What amazes me is that you seem to be such a sound sleeper, yet always wake up with pain.

There must be cheaper and safer apartments in Austin???

Even I can see that you have substantial problems….and not only at the end of every month…way beyond my meager capacity to help you…though now there is substantial uncertainty in my mind exactly what they are..and how to solve them…

I wish you “Good Luck”…

Mike

PS. Do not worry about me…
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Michael, McMillan
To
'John McMillan'
06/09/14 at 3:34 PM
RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael

John...
....I particularly was impressed when you had criminal offenses committed against you in locked rooms ….but I have my own problems and your problems are not helping my medical conditions…so ideally more and more, I hope you can solve your problems by yourself…as I realize that whatever help I can offer is way too little way too late mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
04/29/14 at 12:52 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly Follow-up Note to Michael

Dear “john”

You have convinced me that my brother probably is dead, poisoned, after being assaulted in a locked bedroom…and of course, this answers the question of the Austin Police being involved..

You have the strangest regurgitation of past ..Maybe the poison was affecting his memory?

Anyway,
Whoever you are,

Wow..Strange things happen in Texas,

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
John McMillan
07/02/14 at 4:28 PM

Dear John,

It is my impression that 
people generally give
 police the correct information, 
as the police have 
ways of checking. I also 
doubt that ,even if he did 
(allegedly) try to poison you
once (inside your Wind River
 Crossing Apartments rental
 unit), he would (allegedly)
do it again....
as I am sure he would be the 
primary suspect.

I am glad that you are still in apartment....even if you do not 
seem to have lost your sense 
of drama that permeates your life....

mike
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From: McMillan, Michael
To: 'John McMillan'
4/24/14 at 12:59 PM
Subject: RE: 4-24-14 Friendly 
Follow-up Note to Michael

 Dear John,

...Rhetorically, your letters are always quite dense, and take a while for me to “access” them, as your themes shift from one month to the next. I guess you have not been (allegedly) poisoned
 by your roommate (or a possible
 alleged illegal intruder at your 
Wind River Crossing Apartments 
rental 
unit in northwest Austin)…or 
maybe (allegedly)..oh well.

I did not say I was never going to visit Texas again. Sometime, we hope to visit Texas..

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Wed, November 9, 2011 
12:55:21 PM
Subject: RE: 11-9-11 question 
for your USC medical school

Dear John,

We are a medical research facility, 
not a crime scene lab. I am amazed 
at your fascination with 10-20 hair 
follicles, as without a microscopic examination the “follicles” are difficult to identify. 

DNA analysis is also extremely costly 
and often requires a “match” of some
 sort to be meaningful , as there is
 a lot of DNA associated with
microflora associated with the 
specific environment.. I am also
 amazed that you have in detective
 terms a “locked door” type mystery 
and that you never wake up except 
after the fact. Almost everyone
realizes that what you are
 proposing is a felony, a very serious crime, which if you are right is only feasible due to your extremely deep sleep…which on the surface would 
seem unusual, especially for repeated crimes..Then of course there is the question of motive, which although
I do not doubt that you may have many enemies, this particular response seems very extreme.

I also appreciate that I am 2000 miles away and do not really know you that well; maybe I am just impressed that you consistently keep finding new problems to define your life and times, instead of seeking a less problematic lifestyle. 

I have no basis to determine the 
accuracy of your claims, but of
course would wonder about your continual habituation with more 
and more new problems of all 
sorts, together with all your 
historical problems…Instead of 
a life defined by the simple Joy of everyday living, you consistently
define your life by the daily problems you face…

I also realize that I cannot help you with the increasing density of problems, especially since there seems to be 
no upper limit on your capacity to 
find new problems…I can only hope
 that all your problems do not become 
my problems, as I am constantly 
trying to minimize these, partly for 
health reasons, but also as a
“way of life”

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
05/15/14 at 12:16 PM
Subject: reply to (Travis County 
District Attorney's Office Public
 Integrity Unit Sergeant) Investigator 
(Lori) Carter, with two factual 
corrections on a cited year

 Dear John.

Please do not cc me for these emails. I do not enjoy hearing about your legal soap opera.

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
03/03/14 at 1:34 PM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news, along 
with an urgent request for temporary
loan

Dear John,

After watching many seasons of your continuing “ipsom vita” soap opera, 
I long ago gave up any hope of a happy ending. In particular, I am impressed 
that if I send you money, not only 
does it not help either you or me, 
but it potentially leads to unending “reruns”. My only recommendation
 would be to cancel the series and
begin something “new”. I guess
 your reference to ADA (Travis 
County 
Assistant District Attorney) Rob Drummond (in Austin, Texas) is 
an attempt to add humor to an 
otherwise really dreary script…
Lets 
face it ..
I have no way of knowing if you 
really need the money or are just 
acting in character?

You remind me of this quote, for 
some reason,

“Where you come from is gone, 
where you thought you were going 
to never was there, and where you 
are is no good unless you can get
away from it”
― Flannery O'Connor, Wise Blood

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
02/26/14 at 2:54 PM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news,
 along with an
urgent request for temporary loan

Dear John,

I am a little surprised to hear from
you now, and also surprised that 
you still have the problem of 
holding on to your apartment.

Ihave not been following your 
case against the APD, notr do I 
really want to, as it is my impression
that there are no winners in a
legal case involving police officers
as the jury almost always sides 
with the officers,
especially in Texas. I also find myself amazed at how your problems
transform themselves
into other slightly different 
problems…as if there were
no end to them, only the illusion 
of an end. I also have zero..

less than zero ..confidence in
the American legal system,
and hence only view your optimism 
as semi delusional..
and potentially leading to 
more slightly transformed problems..
that always seem to characterize your life.

Ie..I see no end in sight....

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
02/28/14 at 11:57 AM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news,
along with an urgent request
for temporary loan

Dear John,

You inhabit a very strange world. 
I am not quite certain what to make
of the comment(:)

(")I cannot estimate how many 
days or weeks it will take for 
(Travis County Public Integrity Unit) Assistant District Attorney 
Rob Drummond (in Austin, Texas) 
to complete his review(")

I appreciate that you have to live 
with a forward slash type optimism, 
and filter the present through
this…It is not my experience that investigations by the district attorney
ever are cause for such optimism, 
as the American justice system is 
an anachronism of a time long dead.

I have noted that all your 
communications to me are flavored
 by this optimism, despite the fact
that the problems around which 
this optimism is centered only seem to morph into ever more complex forms.

You might be an interesting fiction 
writer, for like Faulkner, you have your own “fictional Yoknapatawpha County”, inhabited by ever optimistic people
facing unsolvable problems, not only
as a plot device, but also a way of life, something which gives meaning to an
otherwise meaningless existence.

Mike


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McMillan, Michael
To
'John McMillan'
06/06/14 at 10:36 AM
Subject: RE: Michael, did you receive my E-mail note on this? Fw: 6-4-14 very urgent request to brother Michael

Dear john..it seems like every month is an emergency....you love to nonfictionalize drama, every month. Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: 01/12/16 at 10:11 PM
Subject: RE: 1-12-16 thank you for your "Merry Christmas" phone message

 Dear John,
I appreciate your (e-mail) message, as I must admit I have to search your blod for your progress..I of course always hope for an "evolution" of sorts , as time is never constant..I understand "victimization" as that seems to be more and more popular, but I wonder if it is the optimal way to live?? given that life is relatively short, and each new day is the beginning of all future days.
I am not really an expert , of course, as I am never as young as I used to be...and each day must consider...the beginning of all future days..
but

my best wishes,

your hypothetical biological brother Mike, and of course your brother,

Mike
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 Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
05/28/16 at 10:10 PM
Subject: RE: 5-22-16 urgent note to Ms. Black at SafePlace Austin

 dear john,
this allways confuses me in that you seem to be stuck in some funny time warp; i swear years ago you mentioned almost an identical problem?

it was my impression that the address you gave me recently was different from your old address?

mike
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 Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
12/27/16 at 10:40 AM
Subject: RE: advice from a friend of mine in Temple that I move to your area

john..los angeles is crazy...you are lucky to be living in texas..
i dont think i want too much contact with you, as i just am amazed at how your problems ...well you love your problems....and they always inhabit you..''

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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
Subject: RE: urgent request for a $200 loan

 On Sunday, January 15, 2017 11:41 AM, Micheal .McMillan <mcmillan.mk@gmail.com> wrote:
I HOPE YOU ARE NOT GIVING MONEY TO LAWYERS???/

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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
Jan 16 (2017) at 3:05 PM
Subject: RE: urgent request for a $200 loan

 dear john..
...i realize writing to you is like writing to a 40 year old ghost in my mind...and course the plot to all goo ghost stories is not to disturb unhappy ghosts....and i realize if 16 n months ago i had sent you 45000 dollars, you would still be poor today...i am not sure exactly what it is...gambling..drugs..or just philanthropy....I know some people live in the present tense, and can never coordinate future and or past...as the here and now present tense...well it is NOW...oops..now it is NOW...oops..anyway

i also realize everyone has ghosts in their mind...i just need to avoid disturbing the unhapppy ones..

happy mlk day..(jan 15 actually)

Mike

we really so not have spare change
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
11/21/16 at 9:08 PM
Subject: RE: urgent follow-up question for you
dear john,

i appreciate historically your vision of reality fictionvictim so to speak, but i might suggest there is another genre of reality fiction which is very popular, which falls under the reality fiction self help category where the victim realizes that through greater consciousness he can rise above his victimhood, and through grander self realization find within himself the elements for his redemption.. this also makes great movies and sells well....

mike
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 Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
06/04/16 at 9:58 AM
Subject: RE: 6-03-16 question for (Austin Community College) President Rhodes

dear john...please do not cc me with inquiries to government or police departments or universities...if you send me something, send it to me alone, as i get confused with all your issues, and of course, have nothing to say to police depeartments or governments or universities..

thanks
mike
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Micheal .McMillan
To
John McMillan
2/18/16 at 10:21 AM
Subject: RE: 2-17-16 follow-up question for you, Michael

dearjohn,
i have very happy memories of all my childhood in Austin, and appreciate all my brothers and sisters as distinct people of their own....
I am hesitant to even tell you...about my (current) life, as i believe that you enjoy playing strange mind games of some sort that i have problems understanding..but ????
....i am horrified about (the prospect of) spending two weeks talking to my family...as in america everyone has very much different life experiences and i doubt that we even overlap all that much...I can read your blog and wonder if perhaps at some point you were replaced with a pod person of some type that i still cant figure out. ...I grew up in Texas, but do not really believe in living in Texas, and of course am looking for other ways of life. somewhere..anywhere..i am a little horrified by family, though at times i think of visiting, in keep having nocturnal hallucinations with them in it. we will see maybe this spring ...but???? ...
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sunday, October 30, 2011 9:05 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

I have difficulty understanding the logic of either your problems or your solutions. It is difficult for me to distinguish your capacity for fiction from your devotion to the truth. I also do not see any end to your problems in the immediate future, especially since your life seems to be an endless problem set, with a monthly periodicity..

It might be slightly better if you would learn how to budget, but that is up to you..

best of luck,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sun, October 30, 2011 4:11:51 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

John,

....I have difficulty in comprehending the enormity of your seemingly endless problems…and realize the fine line between truth and fiction is problematic when compared to simple survival…

but

It is your life,

Mike
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 From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 5:01:26 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

DEAR JOHN;

MY ADVERSION TO LAWYERS IS GREATER THAN THE THEIR EXTREMELY EXORABATANT COSTS. I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT THEY EVER SOLVE ANYTHING, BUT INSTEAD PLAY UPON THE DELUSIONS OF THEIR CLIENTS. YOUR BELIEF IN “LEGAL RELIEF” FOR PROBLEMS TO ME IS A SIGN OF MUCH DEEPER PROBLEMS, WAY BEYOND MY MEAGER CAPACITY TO ASSIST YOU IN.

OF COURSE,

I WISH YOU, GOOD LUCK…

BUT WOW…

MIKE
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 2:57:06 PM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John,

Maybe I should remind you that I will never pay money to lawyers “gift” or donate money to be paid to lawyers…if I can at all avoid it. I believe it is delusional to think that lawyers will actually solve problems…or that one can get “justice” through the legal system…I try to avoid lawyers as much as I can, and I am sorry that you feel compelled to associate with one. This is another indication that your problems are far worse than I have capacity to help you with.

GOOD LUCK,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Fri, October 28, 2011 10:30:22 AM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you

Dear John

Sorry I am late getting back to you….

I realized with your last communication that your problems were way beyond any meager capacity I have to help you…I cannot comment on the veracity of your claims, except that you seem to be an extremely sound sleeper, and of course the problem with the locked doors..Either way, I do see that you (may ) have very serious problem(s)

It is strange in that I often have dreams where I am back in Texas and am surprised that both Mom and Dad recovered from their illness…It is so great to be able to talk to Mother again…and of course Dad..In these dreams, I always am trying to get a flight out of Texas, back to California, but can never quite dial the phone right to make a reservation…or else thinking about the roads to New Mexico, and what would be the fastest way out of Texas…Anyway, I always wake up and want to call Mother to say Hi…and tell her not to worry about me…

I also realize that documentation for a private attorney is a very costly sort of thing,

Good Luck,

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Sat, October 29, 2011 10:42:02 AM
Subject: RE: 10-26-11 plea for assistance from you
Dear J.ohn,

I am amazed at the seriousness of your problems... would seem that you live in an unsafe and overly expensive apartment: Are there not safer and cheaper apartments in Austin??

MIke..

PS. Are you sure that you are not suffering from rectal cancer??
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 From: "McMillan, Michael"
To
John McMillan
02/27/14 at 12:30 PM
Subject: 2-26-14 good news, along with an urgent request for temporary loan

Dear John,

Thanks for reminding me how complicated your life is and how difficult it is to get any perspective on them, as they always seem to have endless complications, which can only leave me wondering stupidly.

Overall, during the course of our conversations, it has impressed me at how much difficulty there is monthly associated with living in your current apartment, and how many difficulties there are involved with you sharing housing with other human entities, whether they be “indonesian” or elderly” Jewish people”, assuming that you are not being selective or “fiction-like” in your narrations, representing the same to me.

Most importantly, I do not see any “exit strategy”…or a roadmap towards some sort of resolution…or a lessening of the seemingly endless complications resulting in ever more problems.

I noticed that long ago you mentioned “living well is the best revenge”…but somehow seemed to have forgotten how to live well,

I hope that sometime you remember, sooner is better,
Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To:
John McMillan
07/02/14 at 4:28 PM


Subject: RE: a second request from my current roommate for contact info re; you
Dear John,
....I am not interested in talking to him....as on the whole I always try not to involve myself with your right to privacy..You live far far away, from me and my life.

as i pointed out my wife and i are planning for some sort of retirement...in the distant future, and this is not a good time for us to be "entertaining". Beside I doubt that you would like southern california, as it is not really a great place to live..way too many people...endless concrete..way too expensive..
mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: John McMillan
Sent: Friday, June 13, 2014 2:17 PM
Subject: RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael

dear john...
you do live a rater dramatic life and it is difficult for me to appreciate all the drama. ...
mike
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 McMillan, Michael
To
John McMillan
06/14/14 at 9:29 AM
Subject: RE: an admittedly urgent follow-up question for brother Michael
dear john..
people live the life they create for themselves. not everyone wants tons of friends and life is not a tv show.not even a soap opera. the main person you live with is yourself and you can not get away.

mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Wednesday, May 28, 2014 12:13 PM
Subject: RE: 5-27-14 urgent question for Michael

Dear John,

Again, you only emphasize how separate our paths in life have been…and how far in the very distant past, they separated.

Mike
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From: "McMillan, Michael"
To: 'John McMillan'
Sent: Thursday, May 15, 2014 2:44 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

John;

I lack confidence in everyone’s mental health, as I believe sanity is an illusion..I also do not want to buy into your “soap opera reality” thinking that it will all end happily ever after..if only …

I would prefer to see future plans which emphasize decreasing the number and complexity of every day problems…but 4+ decades of history suggest more decades of problems..

Mike
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McMillan, Michael
To

'John McMillan'
05/15/14 at 1:49 PM
Subject: RE: 5-13-14 follow-up question for Michael

Dear John,

Your level of “craziness” is way beyond mine, and something which is foreign to me. I am not a social worker..I only see that you have had decades of problems with no solutions..

Mike
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